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My Reply…
July 2, 2011I received a message from Bry last Thursday… it was a long message! He said he’s sorry for what he did… he’s trying to search for me daw sa internet just to convey this message to me… Yes, i admit, I cried while reading it! However, it doesnt mean that I still love him. I cried because it’s the first time na nagsorry sya, after so many years! I cried because through that letter pinaalala na naman nya sa akin lahat lahat ng sakit na naramdaman ko that time… kung gaano ko kinaawaan yung sarili ko nun dhil wala na akong ganang mabuhay pa! I cried because pina-remind nya sakin kung bakit until now I’m finding it so difficult to trust guys! To forgivehim? I still dont know…
Yes, after him I dated Al (naging kami ba? di ko kinoconsider kc days lang naging kami mula nung inannounced namin sa public) and I know that Al never loved me.. he loves Sandy! That’s why it’s not difficult for me to give his freedom. By the way, Al and I met March with our friends, hehe d sya makatingin ng diretso sakin, he said naguguilty sya, well sorry sya dahil ako I can look at him…
Everything happens for a reason… kung hindi siguro kami naghiwalay ni Bry at mabuti na lang di nagwork out ung samin ni Al, siguro hindi ako mkkpunta ng Singapore! Siguro dko mameet yung soulmate ko… we’re not yet together but I hope, pray and I believe that he is indeed my soulmate! Im not sure if he also feels the same, that’s why I’m praying na soon he will look my way… I’ll wait for that day… I’ll wait for him! His family,relatives and friends really like me and they said they can feel kami nga magkakatuluyan! syempre happy ako but tinatago ko syempre un sa ibang tao not until he finally realizes that the girl that he’s waiting for too long… is ME! I want him to realize that… I will not force him.. if ever na hindi kami? hmm.. kukulitin ko ng kukulitin si God until ibigay nya ung only wish ko hehehe! Someday, I’ll be his wife.. someday… you’ll see… ;P
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