So, come with me as I unlock and enter the room. Stay with me as I reminisce the past; Tightly hold my hand as I face the present; And let our minds travel the future. Together, we will explore the BEAUTY of LIFE...
Like a Roller Coaster
March 2, 2010March…
Time is fast approaching… I really hate this feeling… as if I have a cancer and my life will soon come to an end… on April 10! That’s exactly how I feel. I don’t wanna go. Please give me a reason to stay. Please say “Mary, please stay with me… please don’t leave… I need you badly!” But it seems it’s okay with him if I go. Whenever I asked him if he’ll gonna wait for me, he can’t promise anything… and it saddens me. Since he wants me to go, all I wanna hear from him is that he’ll be willing to wait for my return.. and then, I’ll be fine.
This is indeed a rollercoaster ride! We went to Puerto Galera and we enjoyed quality time together. Then, we joined team building at Morong, Bataan and there I heard a lot of times from him how much he loves me (super kinikilig kaya ako nun). We talked and agreed that we’re officially together February 27th 2010… andthe affection we have for each other was witnessed by our team mates and friends!
But then, today… there he was at the hospital… with Sandy… taking good care of her. He said sinumpong daw ng sakit ng tyan si Sandy and he rushed her to the hospital. Yup! Somewhat, I am jealous and I envy her because until now, she still has his attention. Wala naman ako magagawa. I don’t wanna tie him. He can go wherever he wants to go; he can meet whoever he would like to meet. Myheart melts everytime he laughs.. everytime I see his big smiles. Yes, I am happy whenever he’s happy! Freedom, I could also give him… if that would make him happy!
