So, come with me as I unlock and enter the room. Stay with me as I reminisce the past; Tightly hold my hand as I face the present; And let our minds travel the future. Together, we will explore the BEAUTY of LIFE...
Health Concerns
February 13, 2010I’m so excited for the swimming next Saturday (Feb 20). Al and I reserved a room for Bluewater Lodge in Puerto Galera. He promised whatever happens, tuloy na tuloy daw yun (he almost would like to cancel it kasi Sandy is borrowing money from him..may sakit daw si Sandy and requires checkups). In fact, Al went to the hospital right now to see if she’s okay pati hinahanap dw sya ni Sandy. Well, I thought this will be our pre-Valentines celebration but when I asked him what are his plans for today, he just smiled and admitted that he needs to be with Sandy’s side today. That’s fine with me! I told you I’m the most understanding person you’ll ever met. We had our “brunch” na lang at McDo.
For my health naman, hindi na on and off lagnat ko…nalipat ata kay Al yung sakit ko since sya naman yung gnun (well, I always gave him Vitamin K and may bonus pa na Vitamin H hehe). Though, I feel better it doesnt mean na I don’t have to take antibiotic. Kelangan pa daw yun.. bumabalik na naman UTI ko, I need medications for 7 days and after that, I need to go back and take Urinalysis test again and ofcourse CBC since on my previous findings mas marami White Blood cells ko kesa Red blood cells. Kinuha na rn pala namin yung result ng ECG ko and it’s within normal range. Siguro pagbalik ko sa doctor ko papa-interpret ko pa rn yun para malaman namin if I need to do a lot of tests pa since my second doctor also claims na I have an abnormal heartbeat (masyado daw talaga mabilis).
My Checkup
February 8, 2010I was surprised when my Samsung phone beeps early this morning (5:05 am) , “goodmorning” he said. I immediately replied. Told him about my plan to have a checkup since on and off ang lagnat ko and it’s been more than 2 weeks. He offered himself to accompany me. Wow, oo agad ako! hehe!
We met at Trinoma Starbucks 9 am. He looks so charming with his white shirt… naka-white din ako (hindi kami nagusap dun ah). And his hair? it’s so perfect! Hindi ako bolera… bihira lang ako magbigay ng compliment sa kanya kaya when I said he looks perfect, i really mean it!
“Ms. Lopez”, the doctor called my name. I entered the room and described how I feel. The doctor asked me a lot of questions and she stood up and checked my heartbeat. She stopped and asked me, “pagod ka ba?” I said no. She listened again. A little shock on her face, she then asked “nagpapalpitate ka?” “Opo… minsan but umiinom agad ko Celebrex pag inatake” The doctor then informed me na masyadong mabilis heartbeat ko then wrote something on her notes, doctor’s codes which I dont understand (but sabi ni Mama pang thyroid test daw yun). X-ray, Urinalysis, CBC, then codes… Ung CBC and Urinalysis nakuha ko na. Sabi naman ni Al normal lang daw yung result (nagnursing din kasi sya)… kulang lang daw ko sa Vitamin K (Vitamin Kiss) hehehe I admit kinilig ako dun! Yung Xray tomorrow babalikan and then yung iba after 4 days pa!
Basta, I am happy today! Kasi ngspend ng time sa akin si Al pati effort na rn para lang samahan ako magpacheckup. Wla… naappreciate ko lang yun ng sobra-sobra! However, April is fast approaching… I dont wanna leave na but I have to. Although Al can’t promise me anything coz we really never know what will gonna happen, I do hope he could wait for me… coz I will!
Paninindigan
February 7, 2010When I woke up this morning, I immediately greeted him goodmorning… no response from him. Okay. Maybe he’s still sleeping. Then I tried to call him around 10 am, i guess… phone kept on ringing. Around 11am, I tried my luck again, called him but no answer. I sent him my last message: “psst.. 2log ka pa?” and then I stopped bugging him. Ayoko kasi ipilit na sarili ko at baka mainis pa sa akin yung tao pag makulit. Just locked myself inside my room and tried to sleep (but still hoping to receive even just one text from him).
Around 5 pm, finally a text from him! Cant describe how happy I am! Nangungumusta. He said puro 2log dw gnawa nya today. He kept on apologizing. Well, that’s fine… atleast I know he is okay, importante naalala nya ako di ba? Kuntento na ako dun.
Kinuwento din nya yung nangyari during the BBQ bonding… about dun sa pinag-usapan nila ni Sandy. Sandy really wants him back! But sinunod nya daw advice ko. I adviced him ksi na kung ano man nararamdaman nya at desisyon nya dapat may paninindigan sya! He told Sandy na friends na muna sila and even admitted to her that he really likes me.
Well, that’s enough for now. Can’t see the logic of rushing things… so, chill…
Barbeque
February 6, 2010February 05 was a very happy day for Al and I… di na namin itinago kung ano man nararamdaman nmn sa isat-isa… yup what I feel is no more a “like” thing… I am officially falling for him!
February 6, during shift Al can’t hide how happy he was. He even invited everyone to come to his place and have a barbeque bonding. dami nagtaka, sbi p nga ni Norz: “Why Al sinagot ka na ba ni MJ?”
And so, we went to his place.. happy na sana until Sandy came and everyone were surprised. Finally, face to face with “Someday”! She’s pretty but she doesnt looked like comfortable dahil lagi nya inaayos hair nya. We really thought mabilis lang sya aalis but di talaga sya umalis hanggat di kami umaalis.
How do I feel? Call me a hypocrite if I tell you I am okay. Of course I felt jealous… well a bit! But I am deeply hurt! Feeling ko kasi lahat ng mahal ko nawawala sa akin.. I know to the fact na one day, he really needs to choose. Until now, I can feel he loves her and I am a big loser again (as usual). Whatever his decision will be, I’ll respect it.
No more crying baby! I am a tough cookie!Although how difficult my life is, I am trying to survive! I need to… for my soulmate!
