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Do You Like Me?
January 31, 2010Soulmate,
You know what? I am really happy when I’m with Al… Super nag-aalala ko nung d sya pumasok nung Jan.28 and di sya ngttxtbk man lang. But when I received a text from him saying he’s okay, nakahinga ako ng maluwag… I care for him so much, to be honest with you! Si Mama at Papa araw2x na akong pinapagalitan dhil lagi akong late umuwi, halos wla nrw ko tulog…they knew lagi kong ksama si Al.. and maybe natatakot na rn sila na baka one day pagsawaan nlng nya mukha ko dahil araw2x na kmi magkasama!
What can I do? I am happy this way!
We first watched Cirque du Freak:The Vampire’s assistant, coz he knows I’m obsessed with vampire stories hehehe. I know he’s tired and sleepy but ayaw nya lang ipahalata sa akin. With that, I appreciate his effort. After the movie, we went to Starbucks (Trinoma garden), pinipilit ko syang itanong yung sbi nyang gustong itanong sa akin during our shift but sbi nya later nlng dw sa dinner. I let him smoke again… and I can see he’s happy!
Dinner time, we went to Gerry’s Grill. While waiting for the food to be served, I forced him to ask me his question. Kinakabahan daw sya but then napilit ko pa rn (nyahaha). He said: “Do you like me?” I smiled (hmmm medyo laugh nrn yun coz he’s also laughing, he cant believe himself dw asking that kind of question). I said, “Yup!” Then he asked:”Why?” I enumerated all his negative sides. He laughed,”why lahat yata negative?” I looked at him and answered: “lahat kasi ng lalake pag pumuporma, ipinapakita lang puro positives nila. Ayoko ng gnon! I also wanna see their negatives! Eh ikaw since we started as friends… nakita ko na lahat ng weaknesses mo and I accepted it. I never expected this to happen kasi pagod na akong magmahal at magtiwala and all I want before is yung bestfriend na lalake. But then mas nakilala kita…” (wow sobrang cheesy! but ayun ang nararamdaman ko tlga…)
However, I’m also open to the fact na there’s a big possibility na magkabalikan sila ni Sandy coz he still loves her and super effort etong si girlalooh! With that, I’m also ready! All I wanted is his happiness… though it means I need to sacrifice my own happiness…
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