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The Dinner Bonding
January 24, 2010When I woke up this morning, I’m not feeling well: my body’s aching… may sinat ako! Maybe bumigay na yung katawan ko sa sobrang pagod… maybe I just need some rest.
After shift, Al and I decided to have some quality time together. We went to Trinoma, naglibot libot lang, kwento ng kung ano anong bagay. We watched “Legion”, it’s a great movie although the acting was poor. After the movie, we stayed dun sa pwede syang magyosi and we had fun criticizing people hehehe.
Fast forward….
6:00pm, we went to Padis Point to have dinner. He’s so quiet… looking into his eyes, I know there’s something that he would like to tell me. I asked him if he has a question for me or if he would like to share anything. He said nothing, so I started to ask “nung hinawakan mo kamay ko nung andun tyo sa bahay mo, what does it mean?” He answered, “I really want to hold your hand” I asked him if he got offended with my initial reaction (”ang sabi ko paputukin mo kamay ko hndi hawakan!”), after ko kasi sabihin yun bgla nya inalis kamay nya. How I wish dko na lang yun sinabi… sana pinabayaan ko nlng sya. OMG! Stop with that thought!
Then he said, “If you’re gonna ask me if I like you, YES!” But he’s trying to hold back daw coz there are lots of complications… our exs baggage. Laging nkabakod si Vic sa akin, kilala sya ni Vic and trusted him. And then, ayaw dw nya ako paasahin dhil he’s not sure if he still loves his ex, Sandy. I’m already expecting that… and I understand. Kakabreak lang nila ng ex nya and I can feel he’s still hurting!
Well, If you’re also gonna ask me, my answer is YES! However, I am wiser now… an open mind! Mas understanding na ako ngayon… I understand a lot of things! I don’t wanna rush things. If he’s my destiny then let everything happens for what is destined to happen.
One thing for sure though, I want him to be happy! His happiness is also my happiness though at times his happiness may also be my loneliness.
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