So, come with me as I unlock and enter the room. Stay with me as I reminisce the past; Tightly hold my hand as I face the present; And let our minds travel the future. Together, we will explore the BEAUTY of LIFE...
Still…
September 25, 2009September 23… the date I wish never created in our calendar… it’s the date when Brianne(guess I no longer have the right to call him Daddy) decided to dumped me. Ouch! Well, he did not mentioned that it was a breakup, what he said was cool off. He said he wanted to be on his own muna… to think… but how can he think if he’s too busy with the other girl? Siguro nga hindi na nun ako iniisip… hndi ako nun nmimiss. For him, I am nothing! Hndi man ako magparamdam, hndi nya naman ako hahanapin. So sad Cinderella and his Prince love story ended too soon… instead of choosing his Cinderella who waited for him for so long, he chose the other girl he just met!
Though deeply hurt, a part of me still longs for him… still holding on his promises that he will be back! But still, there’s also a part of me that urges me to move on. “If a man truly loves you, there’s nothing that can make him leave! But if he doesnt, there is nothing that can make him stay”. To tell you honestly, I really really want him to stay… but he asked for a space… all I can do is to accept it and watch him on a distance… and if ever tapos na sya mag-isip, I’m still willing to accept him, forget about the pain he caused me and ipaglaban sya sa family ko! Martyr na kung martyr but that’s how I love Brianne! However, how can I fight for his love if he doesnt want me to fight for him?
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