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Bad Dream
September 7, 2009They say when you had a very bad dream, you have to share the story to others (para raw di mangyari ung napanaginipan mo). And so, that’s what I am doing right now. I’ll gonna share the story why I described it as a bad dream. I will not elaborate everything on my dream this morning okay since I forget some of the scenes (hehe it’s normal naman di ba?)
After the “super hug” given to me by my Daddy last night (eto totoong hinug ako ni Daddy… and I love it!), the next morning I tried to text or even call him up but he refused to reply nor I havent received any callback from him. I wondered why? And then, at last he answered my call just to hear the words that I dreaded to hear. He’s asking for his freedom. I asked why? He said he felt he’s no longer inlove with me and that I am not the one that he really wants to marry. He can’t give me a reason why he has the sudden change of heart. I cant even remember if he explained kung may hindi ba sya ngustuhan sakin? o kung may iba na ba syang love? All I can remember is when I woke up this morning, I still have tears falling from my eyes and wet na unan ko kakaiyak. I really cried (humihikbi pa nga ata ako). I’m so glad that it’s just a dream…a very bad dream!
I really dont want this to happen,my biggest fear right now is for my Daddy to feel that he’s no longer inlove with me… ayoko! I built my whole world around him na… I don’t knkow if I could still find a man like him.. if I could still trust and love a man… I really don’t know! Life without Daddy is like you’re inside the blackhole.
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