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Should I or should not?
August 18, 2009Daddy and I were okay but I don’t know what’s wrong… I can feel na hindi na kami katulad ng dati. There are times which I feel na hndi na ganun kahappy si Daddy sakin…before he used to tell me natutuwa sya tlga sakin and I always makes him smile. I’m getting paranoid again? Nope. He knew that I am frank and straight forward on my feelings. And this is how I feel.
He said before as much as possible he wants the whole world to know that I’m his girlfriend… that he loves me so much. Gusto ko patunayan nya yun… gusto ko maramdaman yun. But how come yung inadd kong pictures sa kanya (ung mga pictures nmn together) gnawa nyang for private viewing only. Kinahihiya nya ba ako? O ayaw nya lang may makakitang iba s mga pictures nmn? Before, his primary photo in all his accounts was our picture.. but now he changed it. And lastly, he opened his Friendster na pla, why he didnt approved my testimonial… I thought he wanted me to post a testimonial? Did he already changed his mind and now he’s not sure if I’m the girl who he really wants to marry soon and be with for the rest of his life? I’m so sorry for feeling this way…for being too sensitive lately… and this is the only way I can think of para mdyo gmaan nararamdaman ko. Ayoko paghigpitan ka dahil baka masakal k naman sakin and you’ll leave me… ayoko din naman hayaan ka lang s lahat ng gustuhin mo dahil baka maging manhid naman ako… and then you’ll never see me… ever again!
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